ARIKAYS

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As Rain Illustrate Knowledge About Yourself Screwed, that wet clothes didn't warm you up anymore. I'll never learn that girl can't be just friend. I was cursed I think. Every girl that I talked to will always end up leaving. All that sweet and gooey romantic isn't supposed to be in me. It was all wrong. I was wrong. Because deep in my conscious mind, a girl can only text and spend most of her time for her loved ones, not everyone who texts her. But, I knew this new era wasn't like that. Everyone are looking for attention. We all do, don't deny it. But again, who am I to judge? Either way, I should stop worrying and start living my life to the fullest. I was going back on track again. I guess.


Few days ago I've already receive my result, its bright future ahead. With that pointer, I could had more knowledge in technology of networking. Of course I've always wanted to further my studies. But, there's a thing or two that might stop me. I don't really know what to do.
As I saw my fellow classmate for high school are getting married and had a lovely job. I'm just here sitting, doing nothing and barely living. If I could turn back time, I'd do anything to keep my life better than this. Hm. But things already happen and we can't turn back time.
To her, the one I affectionate the most, I don't know how to shake my feelings off you. But I sure did know how to shake you off. Like I've always do in my entire life when I met a girl. You'll be hating me the moment I do the thing. The thing that hundred percent successfully executed without fail, every effing time.


All the stuff I've given to you are yours. I don't mind about losing some stuff. It's you that I cared a lot about losing. Pfft. But, I knew, you didn't care losing me. I knew it when I see one. You are one of a kind. But, the fact that I had nothing, its not so sad to be alone. Rather than being with someone that always aren't satisfied with my own life, my own achievements and my own knowledge to impress. I think its better that I walked away from any living person life so they won't be dragged down to my own pit of darkness that had no bright future. May all that you plan will always succeed and blessed by Allah. I'll stay here, you go get your dream. Take a good care of yourself. And please, don't kept wandering around my life seeking a future again, there's no future with me.

















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